Thursday, December 27, 2012

RAMA-RAMA DI DALAM PERUT

Frankly speaking, I nak terus terang, biar tak ada yg tertanya dan terteka lagi (biar la I nk perasan jap).  I memang dapat tawaran interview. Actually memula depa schedule last week, on the 19th. Tapi aku buat hal. Hahahaha... taklah...depa yg ada kalut apa benda ntah. So re-scheduled ke minggu depan. Hujung bulan, hujung tahun. Maybe nak jadi rezeki Tahun Baru for me no? Hahaha. I ni kalau asyik gelak terbahak2 maksudnya tengah tahan ketaq dan gementaq.Hahahaha.

So seriously this time round, I mmg tahap ketaq tak pernah ketaq punya. Tak tau lah nak cakap. Tapi biasa kalau ada interview, I mmg bukan jenis nak study or bersedia sepenuh jiwa raga or bercakap depan cermin or menjadikan anak2 sebagai pelakon interviewer dan sebagainya.Tidak pernah ke tahap itu seumur hidup.

But this time mmg rasa mcm nak tulis skrip. Nak hafal skrip mcm ala-ala pelakon Adam & Hawa yg nampak sgt menghafal skrip sebijik2 tu. Hahahaha.

Okeh.So kenapakah yg I jadik gabra tak menentu sgt kali nih? Sebab gaji besar sangatkah? (Hahaha money money money $$$$) Taklahhh... Bukan sebab tu...

Okeh, sebabnya ialah.... the person yang nak interview I tu nanti ialah an Iron Lady in pharmaceutical regulatory affairs in ASEAN, with more than 20 years experience, and now involve in EU regulations, and I did attend meeting with her few times before, and she knows my current boss, and she knows my ex-boss of last 7 years too, and mmg takdak chance I nak kelentong tung tang tung tang!!!! Oh my English!

Tapi walau bagaimanapun, perasaan lain yg berlegar-legar dimindaku ni ialah rasa mcm bersalah pulak nak pi interview ni. Ya lah, I kan baru jek join company skrg ni. Dah tu pulak, boss I ni yg teramat-amat baik dan sgt menjaga kebajikan pekerjanya yg tersayang ni. Sob sob... baru semalam dia belanja I makan kt Fullhouse... So mmg rasa teramat sangat serba salah. Mmg 50-50 gilalah.

Pastu masa appraisal hari tu boss I siap bagi almost full mark. Means bleh dapat bonus penuh poket tu...Amiinnnn...Hahahaha. Pastu I curi-curi tengok dia ada tulis small note “Please revise salary for her.” (ampunkan I ye boss, I tersengaja tengok form tu). Huwaaaa!!!!!! Terharu u ollsss....

Pastu kan, dia siap ada planning for my next year project, training etc. And dh siap2 cakap I should get ready to take half of her responsibility after comfirmation ni. Huhuhu....

Pastu lagi kan, company ni asyiklah berparty tak berhenti-henti. Dari Party Raya, Party Deepavali, Party Xmas, Party Durian and next month we’ll be going to bersuka ria riang gembira at Tambun Lost Worl plus the annual dinner on that day too!!! And before Chinese New Year dah mark calendar for pre-CNY dinner lagi dgn customers & suppliers(for marketing dept.and I am count hahaha). Nanti after that will be another CNY party for all the workers pulak.

And today, as I am writing this, we are waiting to be called to collect year-end free gift. Hmmmm.... so now tell me.

Yang sana panggil pergi interview. Eventho I dh explain awal2 I dah lama tak keja, dah lama jadik housewife sbb follow my husband keja abroad, but they still insist to try me. So I taknak let them down, terpaksa jugak attend walaupun mcm taktau nak jawap apa masa interview nanti. Adoiiiii..... Cuma satu yg buat I interested - (despite the better offer), destinasi dan lokasinya adalah 10km lebih dekat berbanding opis sekarang huhuhuhu....
Dan bukan I yang sengaja apply for new job ni pun. So far I rasa mcm dh settle down kat sini. Mmg dah taknak bukak dah segala Jobstreet, Jobs DB semua tuh (nyah kau dari hidupku!) Tapi tetiba pada suatu hari dlm bulan lepas tu, I dapat satu email : Company A is currently viewing your resume. And the day after I got phone calls (tapi I buat2 line terputus sbb xnak cakap depan boss), and after few minutes they email me the job description, offer, benefits and invitation.

And if I left, mesti boss I frustrated gila sbb dia dh byk trained I, polished I from kaca menjadi permata berkilauan eeewaahhhh hahahahha...

I was so-o-o pening so I SMS this to Amet : “At least I know, even after 2 years break, I still sell like HOT pisang goreng in the market la noo.....”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Sila muntah sampai esok ye semua. HAHAHHAHAHA

**Well, I will still attend the interview on 31st Dec. Just for the sake of "mengotakan janji"..... dont wish me good luck..eerrrkkk :|